SITTING beside HER

How does it feels to sit beside someone for the first time, someone whom you love and  knowing that this may not gonna to happen again,and Living in a hope to have a mutual feelings ??..

                                  

One day he sits beside her

The one who is his first love and crush

But unlike him his heart didn't hush

So he tried to smoke his feeling

Tried to sit quietly

Sometime looking over his right

Trying to get his Angel Sight

But soon Smoke of his feelings

Started to burn him from inside

And He started to lose his strength to fight

With his own desire,

Desire to sit beside her

Not just for Today or for Sometime

But up-to the end of his life time

Desire To look into her reflecting eyes

where he always gets lost

Eyes that always seems inviting

But soon his fight with

His own desire

Started making him fragile

Giving pain that has no name

So he silently walked away

nor because he feared

Or he didn't have any

Word to say that day

Because it can be

Illusion of his own thought

Because it can be

Just one sided feeling

Because it can be anything

Anything that he hadn't Thought

Neither can he sought



and now
Time is moving on
So is he and she 
but even after seeing her so many time 
now he is still mazed 
"with the depth of her strange and her heart"
But he is still waiting for her
Every day Hoping 
that Someday
they both will
Understand each other
Sit togetherIn their worldwhere Forever is what
They are comprised of